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[30 Dec 2005|04:04pm] ADD MY NEW MYSPACE BITCHES 1 comment| bang bang

So, fucking bored. SUP LJ [26 Dec 2005|03:56pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | The Audition, yeah, cant get it out of my head. ] Man, im fucking bored. Thank goodness the holidays are over, all there is, is New Years .. which is FINE with me. I'm going to Tweedale's Dads that night. Can't wait. Uhm, Hippie road trip coming up soon. Who wants to donate?!?!?!?????? So Wensday, im hanging out with some cool kids. Friday, im going shopping with My Aunt and new cousin, Samanta .. i think thats her name. New Years, @ Tweedales. SOOOO you figure it out, the rest of the days i have NOTHING planned. lets hang out bitches 1 comment| bang bang

[23 Nov 2005|09:13pm] MY BOO KRISTIN IS COMING HOME <3 AYYAYAYAYAYA FUCKING, PARTY. 3 comments| bang bang

[18 Nov 2005|07:33pm] right now, i feel as if im that one piece of hair, that never quite goes where you want it to go. i feel like that sweater in the back of your closet that you never seem to touch. i feel as if im the only sane one in a mental instatution. or maybe i am the mental one, and everyone around me is sane? why do i make such high expections, such high goals, such, such specatular dreams for myself? i have a hard time fufilling one, and i just make up another. maybe i should become a pathelogical liar, and just lie to myself all the time. i'd be happy then. why do i feel like im losing friends ... why don't i care. why do i want to just say fuck it, fuck everything and start over. why do i cry over things in the past. why do i wish i had someone to talk to when, in all reality .. i don't talk about my problems at all. why do girls insist on talking about one another. why do they insist about talking about the kindest person you know RIGHT in front of you. I don't know whats wrong, so please don't ask. I've told everyone this ... MICHIGAN IS EATING MY SOUL. im like ... one of those birds, that had a broken wing and you took care of, but YOU are a SELFISH bastard and wont FUCKING let me free. YOU WATCH ME IN A FUCKING CAGE 24/7 and give me a FUCKING name like petey. why everytime i try to talk to someone, my throat closes up and the only sound i make is a gasp? i don't have a bestfriend. no, take that back. my bestfriend lives FAR away. FAR FAR FUCKING FAR AWAY. YES i FUCKING said it. and dont give me that shit " LMAO SHE LIVES SOOO FAR AWAY " BECAUSE FRANKLY, you are JEALOUS THAT I FUCKING FOUND SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU THAT I CAN TALK TO REGARDLESS OF THE SITUATION. the same with someone i love, FUCK YOU, HES MILES AWAY. I DONT FUCKING CARE. FUCK FUCK. GET FUCKING OVER IT. ITS NOT YOUR FUCKING LIFE jealousy .. im telling you. im going to have the biggest smile on my face when 2008 comes, are you guys going to be happy for me?? or are you going to continue to laugh? im going to travel, everywhere. and even if none of my goals come true, even if me and maya and greg dont become the bestest of friends... i wont be in michigan AND I WONT HAVE TO SEE ANY OF YOUR FUCKING FACES AGAIN... 2 ½ more years.. bang bang

ME AND TALON PLAY OUR KEYBOARDS LIKE HXC PIANOS [16 Nov 2005|09:19pm] [ music | fall of troy ] becauseits scene: jhgjfkghjfhgjfhgjhfjghjfdghs ioisurytyeurytuert vcxnvmnxcmn vjhdjsgdhjhgfjugyufygufyguyfuy342987r97r987329oafsjfoskcaokdosakoooooooooobooofofofofgodgsoofdooofdooooogdsa oogsdodgodsfofodfdoofodfododfdoofdodfodfofdodfodfs\ascvo oiddfogofgoofihgujjgh becauseits scene: fdh gofd becauseits scene: fdgjkfdj becauseits scene: ddkjfkhkhd becauseits scene: [ dfjklsagjljcfklg becauseits scene: IODH SIOGH becauseits scene: DKSH F half decade: thissss ssseeedeee is fucking amaaaaaaaaazing half decade: ihsoih4 half decade: oioioliri half decade: hi8hhjjhhhdh half decade: hghgh2j half decade: he0-pe09u2-0 half decade: oih7898y3y8944 half decade: '99ao9o900890a9s90d090909as09909090as9 becauseits scene: fkldasj kdlgjcsj becauseits scene: ;gjkfd kklfgkl becauseits scene: ]hldfkj sljfdlh becauseits scene: zLS: dnkgKLH KHLKHLKLDGSK half decade: 89d8dhhdooaiosjpo[90auy09w9090e90909090s990909as90909090sa9 half decade: 889sdu9uothapdiohflk0990a9099090a90909009s90 becauseits scene: sdp S jdjksg;ksdkghvkbdbnm,fnjkkjflkjfjfifkgjkbk ijhmhigimrtgibvcmtvkim hgh sdji;hj ih fhkl lkngf becauseits scene: pgpgfkgjbdkjl;gjk ;lfjifmrjr ofb becauseits scene: [fgb becauseits scene: bk; becauseits scene: n becauseits scene: l becauseits scene: khgo\ half decade: da9doinihdihapowior09r09r0-r-0uejpojas9ujodfpa' half decade: dja9upsp half decade: d half decade: hj0390uq0--[a;sdj becauseits scene: j f gjifgi fdjitoj giotj igONMG JIORGfd half decade: r30394uj0a9 09d aus90d 09e20-u1 becauseits scene: ;ksfljdslkhfdnbnk; half decade: a s98dya09 2 half decade: aa09aue-0-2dpw2hjdihao8weyq0wpapdu90asuweoqpeaps-09de-epadihd half decade: hadj half decade: asoisadopdashiasd-0ua half decade: dihodoispa''dy half decade: ada' becauseits scene: 'bflkjf klfjdlu fIOHDSUGNJISDNGIDSNGJIDISGNDjsngijsndgjnfggjnklkjilfdjmkgjkgjkgffjgbgkghbkvjjbhhcnnxcnfjfjfjfgfklhgjg half decade: dahsd90-0fohgdo9a-sduahpcf09daqa0s9i-rd becauseits scene: hsdijfdkh osmnjklmfndk hlkfmklj bpoi sjhlkfmhm fklshm lktoimtrhormkhkfgmkhl ssgi jhoisjsih jiobij fdojbhoksfdmhbokfmdstipjgoritioghgthsaxzazaazazazsrdwwlrpkrtgngfbv half decade: o09awye980epoad90yas09duguie09ajfod89aq7sojdnbdoa90s9jhdhe09w8dbaos9dunria09s-rjpt0-3-08e789687as98das8dy09eionjp0uaopasdjopusdaposudpoa half decade: opdsjdau09iowhjedua0-lkhsddau-0poisd half decade: aioahshuhs0s9su8sosisisusosusosusosusosusosusosusosus half decade: uii8yd8yoiouadsiocdopidsuisuissiu785auioahs becauseits scene: hjjhhhhhhhhhhdfshhhhhdfhhfhhfhhhfhsdhdfsddfggjffjfjjjfjuhdfuyhfghoioihhoihiohioiaklg jsdigjigjd sigj sdijbvif jdskogdsjfi djfids jdfif ds becauseits scene: kjfadsjoidbiuiiuoiouiouioudfjgipfdoikfdjg kfrgnrtgjmnoipgnrikjgmgtrjktrk; becauseits scene: 'gfdk;lh mk;lipjijopiojhjiklj becauseits scene: phfkjlhfd becauseits scene: thaztx the begining of Laces Out, Dan bang bang

[13 Nov 2005|01:46pm] can anyone make hair grow back, really really fast? 6 comments| bang bang

I think yesterday deserves an entry. [06 Nov 2005|11:22am] [ mood | who knows how i feel right now ] [ music | graham colton band - first week ] omg. yesterday was hillarious. ( CAPONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEE ) 5 comments| bang bang

what is wrong with me [13 Oct 2005|11:39pm] What the hell is wrong with me. I always look at the past, and the future. I never look around to where i am right now. Michigan is eating my soul as we speak. I miss Kristin, dearly. I miss hanging out with Tweedale Foley and Kdawg. I miss family scrabble night. I miss Sara staying at my house the entire weekend and us going to shows. I miss Brittany and I crazy night adventures at here dads. I want to move out of Michigan. I want to live with Maya and Adia and have my pet ferret. I want to see Greg, and just never let go of him. I want to go to college and actually get an education. I want to be with the people i love the most, and get the furthest away from the people that i hate and hurt me. Augh, everything is just, WANTS and MISSES. augh 6 comments| bang bang

[07 Aug 2005|08:28pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | TSL| Photography ] ATTENTION : ALYSSA, BRITTANY, EMME, JESSICA, TARYN, DANIELLE, and ANYONE ELSE IN THE OLD "CREW" we need to all hang out, before school starts. no lie. all of us probably have so much to catch up on. so i say, party in my pool :) heh. or something equally as sweet 5 comments| bang bang

: ) [06 Aug 2005|11:14pm] [ mood | wonderful! ] [ music | mcs| everything is alright ] Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Give me a reason to end this discussion, To break with tradition. To fold and divide. Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes, Talking with strangers, waiting in line.. I'm through with these pills that make me sit still. "Are you feeling fine?" Yes, I feel just fine. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling.. Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire! I used to rely on self-medication, I guess I still do that from time to time. But I'm getting better at fighting the future, "Someday you'll be fine.." Yes, I'll be just fine. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Give me a reason (I don't believe a word) To end this discussion (of anything I've heard) To break with tradition (they tell me that it's not so hard) To fall and divide (it's not so hard) So let's not get carried (away with everything) Away with the process (from here to in-between) of elimination (the long goodbye) I don't want to waste your time. Tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. (Alright) Tell me that you're alright, (Hi, everything's great) Yeah everything is alright. (Hey, everything's fine) Oh please tell me that you're alright, Yeah everything is alright. (Hi, everything's great) Everything is alright. (Hey, everything's fine) Hey, everything's fine [x3] ____________________________________ carefree is the way to fucking be :) awe man. i love you guys, some of you 3 comments| bang bang

And we start all over again .... [05 Feb 2005|12:52pm] Friends Only. 47 comments| bang bang

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